Friday, September 30, 2005

The Wa of Burrito

I like to talk a lot about Living in the Moment and Being Here Now. In fact, some days, I find it a matter of utmost necessity to spout my philosophies about the Ephemeral Now to anyone and everyone who will listen. Ask my friends. They know. Hell, ask the kid at the local Mexican food joint. He knows.

Kid: Refried or black beans?
Me: What's the difference? There is no yesterday or tomorrow. A bean's a bean. A bean just IS.
Kid: ...er...OK. Spicy or mild?
Me: How could we know Spicy were it not for Mild? Do not confuse Oneness with Opposition. Overlook not the yin and yang ingredients of the ever-changing burrito.
Kid: ...uh...OK. I'll have that for you in a minute...
Me: A minute? Listen, there is no minute, no past or future- only the Eternal Present.
Kid: Yeah, OK. Here's your Coke.

But, even though I like to preach about each and every moment being The One And Only Moment, that's not really true, is it?
Afterall, when I'm telling the telemarketer I'm not interested, I'm really just trying to hurry up and get through that moment so I can get to the next moment; a BETTER Moment.
And, it's easy to feel when those Real Moments come. There's a sense of everything in the universe simultaneously locking into place and jiggling out of that same place. You feel everything all at once, yet, at the same time, nothing. not even a burrito.

Anyway, I had one of those Moments yesterday.
I'd just finished raking and bagging Mulberry leaves, and I sat down with a beer in the yard to read.
Then it came.
The sky started to rain ashes.
My white t-shirt was soon covered in gray, smearable soot, and the hot air breathed the scent of fire and smoke...
And it was the spicy-mild, refried-black bean Present of my day.

And, just to make this cheesy post more cliche, here's the Robert Frost poem I arbitrarilly opened to as it snowed ashes:

Dust of Snow
The way a crow
Shook down on me
The dust of snow
From a hemlock tree

Has given my heart
A change of mood
And saved some part
Of a day I had rued.

Ok, so fine. It wasn't snow. (It was ash.) And it wasn't from a hemlock tree. (It was from the neighboring brushfires.) And I didn't rue the day. (In fact, I rather liked the day.) But...
it WAS a cool moment...

5 comments:

Zahra said...

A cool post too! Robert Frost writes some lovely poems.

frustratedwriter said...

Your post always intrigue me. I hate the days I miss reading them.

frustratedwriter said...

Your post always intrigue me. I hate the days I miss reading them.

ted said...

Briliant post, c. Though of course there be no brilliant posts without lame posts, etc.,and so on and so on, infinity. (Though there'd be no infinity without finity...) 0, 1, bookends of computer magic.
(BTW, wouldn't that be a great name for a used car? "Introducing the new Finity from Honda. Guaranteed to run for the next 87,053 miles and not a mile more.")

-c said...

zahra- Welcome back from Barcelona! Have you posted your adventures on your blog yet? Guess I'll go have a look...

frustrated- Back at'chu!Don't know what I'd do for a muse were it not for mustering madness:)

ted- hee hee!Wicked used car name! How about the "Almost All-you-can-eat buffet"?